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I haven't been active as of lately, haven't I? :'D it's time for the last journal-update of the year since I'll probably be busy the last days of '13.
So, what has happened this year? Let's see...
-I've managed to stay alive 1,5 years in the school I'm attending \o/ it's a big step for me, really. Gotta say that my anxiety towards new people has decreased since starting the school. It's like throwing a lamb into wolf's pit. This lamb's getting stronger òwó mowohohoho.
-I got a part-time job as a cleaning-lady, and it has kept me sooo busy =_= even my own mom called me a week after my birthday to congratulate me and I was like "and not a moment too soon" and she was like "YOU'RE SO BUSY NOWADAYS I CAN'T CONTACT YOU" and that scared the living hell outta me o_o sorry for being busy, trying to balance my life as hard as I can.
-I whiched from PSE to SAI. I'm still getting used to it.
-Went to 4 pre-X-mas parties. Drank at every on of 'em. That's more than in the whole year x_x
-Much emotional stuff. Some really bad and some helluva good. It's becoming more and more balanced so no worries ^u^
What have I learned?
-My self-esteem has never been this good before. I've gotten pretty good at pumping myself this year. Everyone should try to treat themselves as their best friends. Though I'm not quite finished with myself yet, I've made some sweet progress.
-Probably some artsy stuff. 'haven't been that progressive this year so can't say for sure 8'D
-That everything's gonna work out eventually. If not today, then eventually. Just keep moving.
My goals for the next year?
-To graduate.
-To make a great portfolio about my works for the future.
-To enjoy things as much as I can.
-To make things I'm proud of.
...and I figured that I didn't manage to complete all the goals I set for this year ;_; except the figure I'm satisfied with. And submitting a year worth of Lost Cause on the internet. But I started the rest of 'em so it's good enough for me for now. This year I'm taking fewer tasks, and try to actually get them done =u=
Any new year resolutions?
SUMMER!!!
My summer vacation started yesterday, and asjdlashdlasd :heart: ;w; so happy that I can finally relax and do stuff. Though probably I'm just going to be lazy and do nothing but at least I can get some decent rest.
So what's my summer's plan? Well, next week will be free and after that starts my "summer school" as an intern in the hairdresser-shop I had my last work-learning course at. They were glad that I could come there and help them out since they need some jam-help, especially in July (weddings = people who need their hair dyed, cut and dressed). My object is to learn about hairdresser-business and practice hair-dyeing (which we haven't
What makes your life happy?
Today, while drinking coffee with some classmates at school, I had this conversation with one of the girls (a year older than me) that got me thinking a lot of stuff. We had been discussing smoking when there was about 4-5 of us in the coffee-table, and I told about how, when I smoked, it was hard to quit since there was always something that ticked me off and I had to have "a nerve-calmer", which naturally made me continue smoking. Then we started to discuss about situations that make/made us smoke, in which I answered that heavy drinking makes it too damn easy to just go out/smoking-booth and ask for a cig, and that it's a good thing I don'
LC announcements!
Since dA is having some issues on my computer, I'll write some news about Lost Cause as journal instead;
Firstly, there won't be a page this week. That's because you're going to get 3 pages next week 8) second info-page, chapter cover and the first page of chapter 3! We're totally spoiling you guys~ >u<
Second, the source will become Smackjeeves. I'll update LC here as well, but with preview-icon. I hope you'll get used to the new system too ^u^
And thirdly, thank you for your support and for reading Lost Cause. It means so much for the team QwQ
Start reading Lost Cause here
As for my personal life, I've been sick for the past few days =
I'm afraid of 27 out of 72 common fears
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