I haven't been active as of lately, haven't I? :'D it's time for the last journal-update of the year since I'll probably be busy the last days of '13.
So, what has happened this year? Let's see...
-I've managed to stay alive 1,5 years in the school I'm attending \o/ it's a big step for me, really. Gotta say that my anxiety towards new people has decreased since starting the school. It's like throwing a lamb into wolf's pit. This lamb's getting stronger òwó mowohohoho.
-I got a part-time job as a cleaning-lady, and it has kept me sooo busy =_= even my own mom called me a week after my birthday to congratulate me and I was like "and not a moment too soon" and she was like "YOU'RE SO BUSY NOWADAYS I CAN'T CONTACT YOU" and that scared the living hell outta me o_o sorry for being busy, trying to balance my life as hard as I can.
-I whiched from PSE to SAI. I'm still getting used to it.
-Went to 4 pre-X-mas parties. Drank at every on of 'em. That's more than in the whole year x_x
-Much emotional stuff. Some really bad and some helluva good. It's becoming more and more balanced so no worries ^u^
What have I learned?
-My self-esteem has never been this good before. I've gotten pretty good at pumping myself this year. Everyone should try to treat themselves as their best friends. Though I'm not quite finished with myself yet, I've made some sweet progress.
-Probably some artsy stuff. 'haven't been that progressive this year so can't say for sure 8'D
-That everything's gonna work out eventually. If not today, then eventually. Just keep moving.
My goals for the next year?
-To make a great portfolio about my works for the future.
-To enjoy things as much as I can.
-To make things I'm proud of.
...and I figured that I didn't manage to complete all the goals I set for this year ;_; except the figure I'm satisfied with. And submitting a year worth of Lost Cause on the internet. But I started the rest of 'em so it's good enough for me for now. This year I'm taking fewer tasks, and try to actually get them done =u=
Any new year resolutions?